You find hope and resolve and then in an instant it is gone. I find that in my life this seems to be case all too often. Weighing the options though there are few. There comes a time when you must surrender, not all battles can be won. By surrendering you may save a piece of you that you recognize. If you continue it can become consuming and all that will remain is a shell of what once was.
It’s truly a waste of a good thing, even though we not see any good at all. Someone out there sees the good in you, don’t allow yourself to lose it all.